Unsent Messages

i struggle a lot between wanting to hold you accountable or letting things go bc i understand where ur at. ik ur struggling but u can’t treat people this way. u treat me like a child and get mad at me for the same things you do. it’s so obvious that your not at peace with yourself and that’s fine but don’t project thag on me. i’m not perfect but i love myself and i accept myself and i’m aware of my thought processes and ALWAYS try and be better. u lack empathy and understanding the second someone does a grunt u don’t like or understand or agree with. u cannot control others and u sure as hell will not always get what u want. i feel like u have so much growing up to do. you’ve gotten everything you’ve wnated the second you wanted it you weren’t forced to do anything u didn’t wanna do as a kid. you’ll never understand why i am the way i am because i’ve gone thru more than you could even fathom. i’ve been an adult my whole fucking life it feels like. u don’t have to understand why i am the way i am but please respect it. if u cannot accept me and my flaws the way i do with u than what r we doing. bc u do so much shit that hurts my feelings or makes me upset but i know why u do so i don’t give u shit i j try and give u love and acceptance bc that’s all anyone needs. u have so much to learn. you treat me like a child but you’re the child skye. i’m done letting u make me feel like shit bc i thought i was in love with you. and maybe i really was, or maybe i still am, but i see now this would never fucking work if ur gonna keep being this way. even on a platonic level ur just being a bad fucking friend. i’m exausted.