Unsent Messages

Hi baby... I know iv'e given you plenty of reasons to be insecure, iv'e dissapointed you, hurt you, left you countless times... I don't even understand why i did what i did. Maybe im scared, you just seem to perfect and it kinda scares me, but im done running. It's you, it's always been you, nobody quite get me like you, nobody makes me feel like you, its like a constant rush when i talk to you, my head spins just thinking about you. I know it doesn't make a difference telling you this, I know I have to prove it, words aint action. I'm done bullshitting, I promise you I will never run away again, you told me the other day that sometimes I forgot how understanding you are, and I do forget that. I promise I will always talk to you, tell you things straight up. I'd rather hurt you for a minute than lose you again. You are the most beautifull, smartest, funniest, loving, caring, honest, energetic, down to earth person iv'e ever met, and shit you are better than me in pretty much any fucking game, what more could a guy wish for. I'm gonna have to stop myself here. I will always love you, your on my mind always.