i know you know what you did. i wonder what we could’ve been. maybe a different time. i cared about you with my whole being and i wish i could’ve shown it. i still don’t know why i froze-i guess i wasn’t used to it. i know for a fact that if now that happened, i would love every second of it. and no. i didn’t love you. you didn’t love me either. and that’s ok. we did what we could and i don’t regret it. all that you put me through made me feel things i’ve never felt before, but i know that i never could’ve learned those things if you didn’t do what you did. yes it still stings. everytime it gets brought up, i wince. sometimes i even cry. but i know it’s all over, and that’s ok.