From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:29 am
i've been doing some thinking about what happened. i don't think i'll ever be able to forget what happened no matter how much i try. i wish i could. it has taken me a long time to come to terms about what happened because i regret it. sometimes i wonder what my life would be life if we never met. i told you too much about me and unfortunately i can't take that back. it was a mistake. i'm not going to lie, i still think of you as a shitty person. the things you've said are so fucked up i can't even begin to describe the amount of anger it gives me to even think about it. regardless, i forgive you. but i'm not going to forget what you did and i'm never going to let you back into my life. you can forgive someone without letting them back into your life to allow them to hurt you again. i wish you the best in life but i never want to speak to you again. it's funny, this past year i was hoping at some point you would reach out to maybe talk about what happened so we're on better terms. but you never did and honestly i don't even care anymore.
