From: ABC
To: isaiah
Date: October 1, 2020, 5:22 am
9/30 What the fuck Isaiah. It was supposed to be me and you forever. Me and you before anyone else. You fucking promised! I’m sorry for blocking you and I following your etc
But I just couldn’t see you with her. I couldn’t see you without crying. Your going to her house and meeting her sibling. Like wtf. Do you know how my heart broke. She’s over her talking about how she’s in love and wants to have kids. THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME! But I mean i get it. I can’t really be mad at you for choosing her.
She’s perfect. If I could change myself I would. Or at least if I could just choose someone besides
Me. I hate you bruh. So fucking much. Your the only person I’ve ever fought so hard for. Your the only person that I wanted to stay. I didn’t care about anyone or anything else except you. But now I lost you. Shit man. Ion even know why I excepted this
Time to be different. I saw this coming and I was so insecure about it. I knew that if it came time or her you’d pick her. Fuck you. I talked god about you. I talked to the stats about you. For gods sake I talked to my cousins about you. Do you how much shit I could’ve got into. I loved you so much. You don’t even fucking understand. I hate myself for not being enough for you. Sure I was insecure then but I couldn’t look into a mirror with crying today. I couldn’t be alone without crying. I couldn’t think without thinking of you. You said it hurt your to see me upset but your literally broke my heart but I guess this if goodbye. Hope she makes you happy. I hope life’s goes amazing for you and I hope
She gets to give you lil baby Delilah. At least one of us will
Make it??
