you knew what I went through and you put me through the exact same thing as soon as I was healed. I pictured a whole future with you. You lied and you meant the world to me. I didn't just lose you, I lost my bestfriend, with no explanation. I'm still thankful you took my birthday off of work. I'll always think of you on my birthday now because you made a day I hate into a day I enjoyed. You deserve to be happy but so do I. I would love to talk to you again.