your probably never gonna see this, but it’s the thought that counts. i wish things were different between us no doubt, i wish we could figure our stuff out. it was hard never being enough for you. and it still is. i know i deserve more. and yet i still want you. maybe that’s why that facetime was so hard for me.... in the end, you met me when i was at my lowest. and without you i would have never known it was ok to move on. you helped me more than you know. i said i was done, and nothing could change my mind but i just wanted you to fight for me. i miss you a lot actually.... this sux.