Unsent messages to COWBOY

I have so much I want to say to you.

I still think about our summer together.

I waste all my time just thinking of you

I miss you but I do not understand why you acted that way. How could you hurt me so carelessly?

hope you’re happy in life, & i’m always wishing you the best , but i never want to hear from u again

I miss you. I think of you every day. I stare at the moon while my heart calls your name. Always.

I still pray for you.

i wonder if you still think about me too

Why do u hurt me so much..yet I can’t live without you.

i HAD to block you… i hope you can understand that

txt me i miss u lol
sorry i was such a bad gf & made that thing i regret many decisions. talking & hanging out was so fun i miss it. i'm sorry for a lot of stuff

your probably never gonna see this, but it’s the thought that counts. i wish things were different between us no doubt, i wish we could figure our stuff out. it was hard never being enough for you. and it still is. i know i deserve more. and yet i still want you. maybe that’s why that facetime was so hard for me.... in the end, you met me when i was at my lowest. and without you i would have never known it was ok to move on. you helped me more than you know. i said i was done, and nothing could change my mind but i just wanted you to fight for me. i miss you a lot actually.... this sux.

You completely destroyed and I will never forget the way you made me feel while simultaneously tearing my world apart