you used me and i was stupid enough to let you come back into my life so many times, i lost friends, i lost some people i loved the most, and i even lost my parents’ trust just to keep you close. that didn’t seem to be enough for you, i did everything i could to make you happy but all you wanted was one thing. i’m pretty sure you know what i’m talking about. thanks to you, i know feel like i’m worthless and that i’m being used every time i try to talk to someone new. i was never good enough for you, and now i’m not even good enough for myself. thank you for ruining my self esteem and making me feel like a fucking object. i could never say i hate you, but i’m finally starting to get over you. i really hope you never feel the pain i felt for about more than a year. i love you, but not you, the old version of you. hopefully you never make another girl feel the way you made me feel, and i pray that she isn’t as stupid to keep you around after you fuck up once.