dear alex, i miss you more than you’ll ever know. I don’t know how you did it, but you were my BEST friend and my boyfriend. I just want you back in my life again, i’ll take whatever i can get. you are unlike anyone i’ve ever met. We each wanted different things, i’m sorry i couldn’t put out like you wanted. I would’ve done anything for you. It took me 2 months to realize it, but i love you alexander. I hope one day God will put us in eachothers lives, and we’ll get married, have kids, live on a farm house, and you’ll raise our little boy named scooter to be a respectful young man. but if none of that happens, thank you for being in my life and teaching me lessons :)