I truly believe that you are the one for me. You understand me completely. I'm sorry that I blew it last summer and I know we have a good thing about being friends now but I just miss you so much. You treated me like a person. A real living person. You mean so much to me, more than I mean to you that's for sure. I wish I knew back then how I know I feel now. I wish I wasn't so afraid of being vulnerable and intimate. Anyway, I'll always be here for you. I swear -