Unsent Messages

your eyes were this color blue. i loved them so much. you were everything to me. and then you got bored of me. you said you lost feelings. but i never did. you will always be that one boy that if i was in a room full of the people i've ever loved, i would run right into ur arms every single time. but you wouldent run into mine. you broke me. when u ended things between us i stopped eating for days. i lost all motivation for everything. you were my world. i loved u so much more than u loved me. i miss ur blonde hair and how u would always call me beautiful. i miss how u would say how you didint deserve me because i was so perfect. how u couldent understand how someone as amazing as me could be blessed into ur life. well i guess that blessing only lasted for so long. that you stopped loving me. and when you started paying attention to me again and made me feel like we could be something real again, really was shitty. you gave me false hope that you would love me again. fuck you for how u treated me. and fuck you for making me love you so much. I hate all the things u did. but the thing i hate the most is the fact that i don't hate u. not even a little bit. not even close. and that's the problem