Unsent Messages

hey, me again, yeah ik u probs sick of this by now but i can't help but think that i need to show u how loved and appreciated u are. especially as (and correct me if i'm wrong) u seem to have been a lil down recently. i wanna remind u that as soon as this shitty pandemic is over, we are gonna make up for all the lost time we've had, we're gonna go to so many places and see eachother as often as possible. i really wanna go away w u somewhere too, like literally anywhere. it could be the most boring place on earth but id still enjoy myself w u bc u are the one that helps to to see joy in things, ur like a ball of energy and happiness that all radiates onto me when we're together and so i always feel so comfortable, happy and safe w u. just like we're in our own little world. i miss u so much and its really hard to be away from u. i miss looking into ur eyes, i miss laughing w u, i miss running my hands through ur hair, i miss ur smile, i miss hearing ur voice so close in my ear when we hug, i miss it all. pls pls promise to talk to me if u ever need to get anything of ur chest and ill always always be here to listen, even if i can't give the best advice. i care about u far too much to see u struggle or get down on ur own. i love u so much, sorry that this was a lot ahhhh