you helped me when i was at my lowest, and maybe that is why i can not let go? you are the reason for me being here, alive and breathing, today and for that i am so unbelievably thankful. i wish you knew how much you and your words helped me. maybe i can not let go because you do not know how much you meant to me? maybe all i have to do is reach out and tell you everything, every single thing, that is on my mind. maybe then i will finally get peace?