im sad that we dont talk anymore. because that was the only reason i woke up with a smile on my face everyday. i dont think you know how much you mean to me. you said to my face that you dont think we should be together. I dont agree but i cant change your mind. i know everything is so awkward between us. i wish it wasnt. deep inside i guess im waiting for you to say you want to be with me, but thats not gonna happen is it?