please don’t tear yourself up over this. it’s not your fault. it’s the both of us. we both suck. you don’t have to wait for me okay? do what you want, have fun. i love you. please know that and i will love you forever. you are my best friend. thankyou for being my everything. we’re going to have our time. it’s not now but i promise you that we will come back okay. i love you. and i really hope you hold that with you. you can TALK to me if you want to. even if it’s through this. i’ll know. just give a color. you will be okay. i know you will be. please be okay for me?