im sober. finally. im backing of the edge. i think ab you and it keeps me off the edge. but at the same time, the thought of you makes me want to go over the edge. i hope you stay happy with her. i do. i honestly wish i could hear your heartbeat one more time or at least, i wish you would have let me say goodbye. i remember when you used to call me cricket. i loved that. i miss us being us. i really do. keep working for that miata. im sorry.
