From: ABC
To: veysel
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:54 am
i don’t know if i’m better off or not. sometimes i feel that way but i know it’s just me distracting myself from the world and everything that’s going on. i love you. i miss you and i think about you every fucking day. i remember when you brushed my teeth for me that one day. every time i brush my teeth all i think about is you. i look in my closet and see your clothes. i read the birthday letter you gave me every day. i just don’t know what to do. i love you but i just don’t think it’s our time. god i want us to be okay and i want us to be on good terms. but i just know we aren’t. and idk if you can be just friends with me. i DO love you, and i wish we could be okay but you hurt me. i don’t want to go through that kind of hurt again. no matter what i love you and i’m here. i know you’ll be okay you’re stronger than you think.