i wish i had realized sooner that i was so deeply in love with you. you made me feel alive and happy whenever i was around you. we never fought or argued. you were always there for me when i needed you. you held me while i cried. even when i was being a bitch, you still made me feel special and important. never once did you ever make me feel like i didn’t matter. now, you have a girlfriend and i have to watch you love her while i’m in love with you. i should’ve realized i liked you months ago, but i didn’t. that’s on me. i promise to always be here and always love you regardless of where life takes us. you’re my best friend, and no matter what we are, you will always be my number one. i love you.