Unsent Messages

i love you. why did we need to make the break official? its only gonna be a while. im waiting for you. i thought about you all day today. every time i was in the store, i would see something and it would remind me of you. i looked at the mops and swiffer- i immediatly thought of the ft where u were blasting music and dancing with a swiffer- i loved it. you were adorable. i saw the same nike sweatshirt you have too, i wanted to get it so bad. i kept making up scenarios in my head, hoping they would be real one day. i promise you have nothing to worry about with me. we might go through some bumps in the road, but thats normal and thats okay. breaks are healthy too, but why did it have to be official-? and im so scared one day, im going to check my notifications and see a text from you- telling me you dont want this anymore, telling me its over-. because i, aaliyah madison wright, is in love with you, krystin victoria dezarn, so so much. words cant even describe it. it still feels like we are together- it still feels like you are my girlfriend and we aren't taking a break. idk how to explain it, the way we talked ig. im excited for saturday, the 5th. our one month. im also nervous though because what if i dont get a chance to text you- to tell you how much i love you, how much ive missed you-. idk if youre going to see this at all.