Unsent Messages

I think about the fact that you tirelessly tried to get all our friends’ trust back after the falling out; except me. It felt like you gave me a sense of validation and care that no one else was giving me at the time, however now that i look back we constantly talked about you. Fuck you for dumping all your emotional baggage on me and never asking how i was doing ONCE sincerely. You will not shut up about yourself, constantly talking about your intimate issues with various people in the early stages of a relationship is very misleading. You’re giving others the sense of a strong bond when really you just like to use them as an outlet. It’s really upsetting to think about the fact that i use to push myself to find ways to spend time with you, even if i didn’t have the money/ways to get there. And yet with all my efforts it was so easy for you to leave me behind. Fuck you for not valuing our relationship enough to fight for me, i did nothing but be perfect for you. You were in the wrong. Fuck you. No matter how much i miss you sometimes, i will never try to bring you back into my life because we are two completely different people now. You seem to have no similarities to the person i used to know. Fuck you wholeheartedly, people like you lead people like me to never be open to new people again. Oh and you’re definitely lesbian/bi but you’re very deeply in the closet. I would work on that lmaoo:)