Unsent Messages

I had to be mean in order to feel ok. I had to feel like you wanting someone else even after we broke up somehow made you a bad person instead of looking at myself. I couldn’t get over you so how could you get over me. That was wrong and I know that. I lashed out and tried to make myself feel better by making you the villain you never were. Tayte I’ve done things if regretted in my life but that is at the top of my list and if I could take it back I absolutely would have. You are not icarus, you didn’t fly too high. You dreamed of what was possible and that scared you so you had to move away from that. I will never fault you for fearing something like that and I will always be here right next to you supporting you in whatever way I can. I hope you know it isn’t too late. I still told you back in august or whenever it was that what happened in July isn’t the final chapter in this book and I hope to one day pick up the pen and continue on. Until then tayte rod. Just know the book is open and waiting to hear more stories.