Unsent Messages

yeah. i'm still thinking about you. i have a feeling you're over me, i don't know if i'll get to that point. you make my heart feel so full. it's been so long since we were together, i'm aware. but whenever you talk to me i remember the same feeling i had when you came up to me years before. i remember seeing from afar. i told my friend about you. look now, i'm still telling a friend about you. you make me smile. you don't say much, but i love when you do. even your silence is comforting. i hope to see you again. i keep thinking about how different it would be now. we've both changed so much. i want to hold your hand again. did you know that you're my best kiss? to this day, never had a better one. even if they were better, no one was ever you. everything seems to come back to you? i don't know why. maybe it's you're the first... my first love, my first kiss. god those eyes, i could look at them forever. i could look at you forever. it pains me how insecure you are; how can you not see how perfect you are? i feel like we could be good together, again. it wasn't our right time before. we were young, dumb, cringe, etc. now we are older. we're still growing, maturing, learning; but now we know that we don't know everything. we could be healthy and happy. imagine how easy that could be. me and you. i can't think of a good reply back to you. i want to kiss you. i wanna play with your dumb curly hair. i want to be your boyfriend again. i want us back, you said you missed it too. did that mean you wanted me too? even after all this time; could the spark still be there, my love? i wish i could stop thinking about you. please be thinking about me. thank you for shaping me, loving me, thank you for everything. i hope to be more than just a friend of yours again one day. you are magnificent. -you know who i am, trust your gut.