Unsent Messages

Im going to put it in sky blue bc whenever i asked he would always say this color. but i love you sm. and idk if you’ll ever see this. but i do. and ik i make u get into petty arguments constantly but i’m trying now. and ik i should’ve been tried. and i wish i understood why i do the things i do. but i love you. and i really hope we don’t ever break up. bc i see my whole future with u. and ik were young and it’s a lot but i do i really do. bc no one else has made me happy the way u make me. and i’ve never cared more for someone than i care about u. and i tell u this all the time but rn ur mad at me so ion think it’ll matter. but i’m trying. i’m trying so hard. bc ik u don’t understand me but ion even understand me. and i really wish i did. and i’m so messed up. and maybe if certain things didn’t happen to me maybe i’d be even a little good enough for you. but that’s all i have to say. maybe i’ll come back and write some more. but i love you. and if u do see this i love u quesito❤️?