I hate how much I still think about us I haven't felt any affection ever since we broke up and it pisses me off because I would love to feel affection again but life hasn't given that to me yet but I think we broke up for the better because it really showed the real us and how toxic we can be but its weird because when we were together we weren't toxic at all and that why I miss what we had I just miss what we had because you actually showed me what it's like to be in a good loving relationship even tho we don't talk and you probably hate me right now but I still hope you receive the best in life