fuck you. why would you come into my life and ask me out in the worst moment of my entire life. why did you take advantage of me. i feel like i'm supposed to learn some type of lesson from it, but NOTHING is coming up. i didn't even like you. why did i accept. why did i let you do those things to me. why did you tell me that it was normal for couples to do these types of things at not even 2 weeks into my first relationship. why did i believe you. i fucking hate how i'm still thinking about this. i hate you. i hate you. i fucking hate you. why do i want it back. what is wrong with me.