hey, jackson. i know life is hard. i wish i could be there for you. it was hard seeing you fall in love with emma while i was in love with you. i wish i had just a chance. i’ve loved you for two years now and my heart still aches at the sound of your name. i feel like we’ve drifted a lot but i guess it’s whatever.. i wish you knew that i would do just about anything for you. sometimes i stare at my ceiling and think about our memories. it hurts so much but i hope you’re happy even if it’s not with me. even just being in your presence is enough. i wish you knew. i’m too scared to tell you. i tried bringing up homecoming because i want to go so bad with you but you asked me how to ask emma. and it hurt.. a lot. i tried to laugh it off but it’s too strong. i love you. maybe i’ll be yours in another life.