Unsent Messages

I remember each and every memory from that summer with you so vividly. I remember that spark the way we would look at each other and how shy you were. I realize everyday how crazy it is that you went from being a biggest part of my life to someone I still think of occasionally and still feel the pain of missing. I feel that I go through the motions everyday if what my life would have been like if I had just told you how I felt when I had the chance. If I never had spoken to you we wouldn’t be where we are now I wouldn’t feel the pain of loving you ever. I would have been able to happily move on I wouldn’t have to feel guilty for finally loving another. Even though I know you didn’t love me I still feel the guilt as if i’m leaving you behind... Why?