I'm mad at you. You ruined me. I ruined me too. Everything you've ever said, I've thought about it too much and it tears me apart. I always tell myself that not everything is about myself and that I should just stop and so many other things that stop me from being me. You make me feel like a fool. I hate you and how you hurt me. I miss what we had though. Not the lovey dovey stuff but our friendship. I always had someone to talk to even if I didn't even get the chance to say what i really wanted. I don't think you realise how much you actually emotionally manipulated me. If it weren't for your ways of making me feel guilty, I would've left a year ago. I stayed because i hated seeing you so sad, ad knowing i was the reason made me feel so horrible. This time I walked away because I decided I couldn't let myself be brought even more down. You treated me as if I'm a child and had no idea what i was talking about. Ofc I knew who I was talking to, that's exactly what angered me. The fact a person I knew and loved so much believed it was ok to disrespect women like that. You disrespected me. It felt like you were calling me an object, especially how you know I've done that stuff before. I'm listening to one of your playlists right now. I don't know if it's about me and it's driving me crazy. I'm sorry if I made you feel so upset, I don't really understand why but sure. If you're so upset, why not just text me?? I hope you text me on my birthday. Won't be surprised if I'm even around then, nothing is going right.