I’m so sorry for how we are right now. I really did think everything was going to be okay but love really blinded me this time. I wish I hated you but I hope you’re doing well and you get better. All of the things we talked about for your future, go out and get them. You got this, don’t ever give up on yourself. I tried my very best but you put me in the same spot I was trying to take you out of.