hi. i am so proud of you. i know how bad the depression gets. i know you want to give up. but you can’t. you have gone through so much, i have no idea how you ever did that. but it’s not over yet and it’s going to be hard but you can do it. you have to. people love you, remember that. stay strong baby. hopefully you won’t be so lonely. hopefully things will be better. hopefully you wake up happy to have woken up. i love you.