you ghosted me with no explanation and it still hurts. it hurts that the first guy who ever liked me couldn't stand me after a month. no matter how hard i try to pretend i'm not bothered by it, it still hurt to see you so happy from a distance today. i still imagine what it would've been like if we were dating and you would take me out instead of always asking to "chill" at your house. i'm glad i never accepted those invitations and had much higher standards for how a guy should treat me. but i can't help but ask, what did i do wrong?