i know i deserve better and you weren’t the best to me but part me doesn’t care part of me still wants you but i know i can’t have you.I’m moving on he treats me better then you did but i still want you. you said we would get married although i didn’t believe it because were both still in high school it felt nice to believe it although it’s still not for sure at end of the day i still hope it’s you i hope we do end up having that wedding after i turn 25 on november because it’s right after my birthday and right before yours just like you said i want to build our house on a piece of property where our kids can grow up and run around and ride the horses but i guess it’s all a dream just like you were