Unsent Messages

Hey. So you were in my dream last night but don't get too flattered everyone I know makes their way into my dreams eventually but I mean you gave me a promise ring so I mean.....Anyway. I need to say something....
WHY THE HELL DID YOU FEEL THE NEED TO TELL ME THAT YOU CARED ABOUT ME AND THEN TO PICK ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF HALLWAY IN FRONT OF A BUNCH OF PEOPLE LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU. WERE YOU LIKE YEAH I CARE ABOUT HER SO I'M GONNA DO SOMETHING THAT IS GONNA BE REALLY CUTE BUT THAT REALLY ONLY WORKS IN MOVIES BECAUSE SHOCKER THOSE PEOPLE ACTAULLY END UP TOGETHER. You and I really don't mix, you told me that we'd be together forever. Welp look at us now. And we weren't even together then. Look I know you'll never see this but if you do. Can you tell me how you feel about me because that would be GREAT. So anyway we're both doing online school and I swear it's gotten to the point where I have to take a picture of your name and send it to Angie(since you like calling her that). Ughhh see what I mean by hopeless romantic. You definitely rubbed off on me. I wish I could do the same. I wish I could go back and tell that I didn't have a problem with you smoking weed because it's not my life, I wish I had told you that it was okay to talk to me because I will listen. I wish I had just said that it's not good for you but you know that. I can say this. Don't change for anyone not even me and don't quit for anyone not even Madi, it's your life and it's only gonna work if you decide to do it. I would've understood either way. So here's day four of me telling you that I regret how it ended.