U cuase me pain but I don’t care cuase I liked u so much. I want u so bad and want to be with u but u don’t feel the same way abt me. Sometimes ur amazing but I just think it’s not gonna work. I tell u a lot but u are so secretive I don’t know who is the real u and Wht I will be facing. I want to and do love u. U have been my greatest Wht if. And Ik u don’t feel the same way, but that’s life and pain. fuck this and fuck that