There is so much i want to tell you, first of all, I want to become a firefighter. I'm working-out to pass the sporttest. I really wanna tell you everything that happens. I loved talking to you about the daily stuff, it's strange I can't do it anymore. It's hard to hold myself back. Sometimes something happend and then my fist thought is: I can't wait to tell him, so it's extremly hard when I realise I can't do that anymore. I told myself I was over u, I really tought I was and then out of the blue you are on my mind. I chose to make it blue, just because it remindes me of you eyes and how badly I wanna look in them and tell you: I LOVE YOU!