I'm sorry for being a lousy person. You say you understand but I know you don't. You literally were my best friend. But the pain I feel over this kind of thing is just too much anymore. I just couldn't take it anymore. Im still messed up over this raina. Im crying will typing this haha I just fucking wish none of this had to happen and I know its my fault no matter what you say. You can say it's you all you want. But I know its not. This is a personal decision. By me. Its my fault. And im so sorry to both you and myself.
