From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:22 am
you keep hurting me. i dont know if you realize it but you are. you must know what youre doing when you text me for hours on end and sometimes even days, and when you asked me to hang out that one time.. ive never done something like that before, youre the only guy ive done this stuff with, but youre making it so hard. i felt like i could be myself around you and i really thought you felt the same way. i was so sure of it so many times, but then you go back to never texting me, unadding me on things.. why? i dont get it and i dont get you. you would open up to me about things and i really thought that meant something and more importantly i thought that maybe i could make things more bearable for you. but no, i cant, because you dont really care about me like i thought you did. i dont even think you really cared for me as a friend and i was just part of your little mind games. the most frustrating part is that i realize all this but the moment you reach out to me i would respond so quickly. i hate that im like that.