i am going to hate you forever for how badly you hurt me. you completely destroyed my perception of love and i don’t think i’ll genuinely be able to love anyone romantically ever again. no one will ever suffice because they aren’t you. why couldn’t you love me back? why did you let me do what i did knowing how i fucking felt? i tried so hard, and you made me believe that we had a chance. i fucking hate you, but i’m going to love you for the rest of my life. you absolutely fucking destroyed me. have fun with your new life and new friends. i hope you’re happy.