i really wish i could talk to you rn. i feel like i’m completely falling apart. the moment i feel like i’m doing better something happens, and i’m back to where i started. i’ve completely lost myself, lost myself by trying to “move on.” by doing things i shouldn’t be doing. doing things that i think will make me feel better ab everything, let me forget my problems. but in the end they just make things worse. i’ve disappointed my mom, and even myself
