I don't know why you feel so special to me when you are just some person I know. But the way you look at me, the way you laugh and how you speak in your voicemails.The feeling you gave me when I suddendly saw one of your stupid messages and got a call from you. When I saw your name on the screen.How you didn't let me touch you at first and then started to let me lean on your shoulder or hold your hand to run faster. It made me feel special, and I hope that you felt it too..the feeling of our dumb starring contests? Just you and me, like all the others weren't there. It felt special..didn't it? I'm not doing well right now..please text me I really need you but I'm not sure if you want me near you..