ur not my first love but u were very important to me. i don’t understand why u left me did i do something wrong? i thought i meant more to u. u were my first and only real best friend and still almost 3 years later no one has been able to fill the hole u left in me. i’m lonely suffering everyday i have no one to share memories with, cry too, laugh with anymore. i know i should be over u by now but it’s hard when after you left it was just me by myself and i still have no one. i hope ur happy with the pain ur causing me and i hope ur happy and not lonely like me i hope i find someone better than u and someone who won’t leave me so quickly and easily. fuck you
