Unsent Messages

I really liked you even if i didn’t show u I really did like u but I had a feeling you were gonna break my heart yk so I just took the first chance I got to leave u and I shouldn’t have did that. I should’ve texted u and spoke with u first but I didn’t and I regret that everyday. And I wish I texted u first and showed u all the love I had for u I don’t know what was wrong with me ig u just came out of no where all of a sudden and started showing me attention and it was all so sudden. But I honestly believe if we were friends for a lil longer and I got to know u some more then I would’ve 100% stayed with u. I love you and miss u so much and even tho I don’t ever want u to ever see this deep deep down I want u to because I know u feel like I hate u and I did u wrong but it’s the opposite I promise. And Ik this is gonna sound so fucking weird but I’ve always felt a connection with u the first time I saw u. But if your name happens to be Nathan and u come across this then I want u to know you’re loved. Someone in the world loves u so much even if they may not show it.