you promised and said so much you didn't mean and that hurt me more than you could ever imagine. it seemed like you'd gone from the person i cared about most to a person i wanted to be able to care about but you made it so difficult. i loved you so much it hurt. i wish you didn't go back on the things you said because i really took them to heart and it hurt me a lot when you did. that's it for now i guess. there's two people in you and i hated one with all my heart and loved the other so much but it was difficult waiting for the normal you to come back
