Unsent Messages

I love you ever since i met you when you use to make jokes about me and stuff we were so young and didn't really know what love was we were only 12 and i know you don't remember and most likely don't care but you in my opinion were something special i don't know why but you were just always something special to me you were nice to me and only me which made me feel good about myself but then we became toxic you lied and you cheated on me and i always went back because i always thought you were different each and every time. I somehow fell in love with you within the months you were cheating on me and breaking up with me over stuff i had no control over now it's been a year since me and you were dating and i miss you everyday i might've told you i didn't have feelings for you but i lied especially now that i have been thinking of you and having dreams of you i know it's crazy to say this but i want you back in my life because yes we were toxic but you made me feel good at times i miss you,i miss us falling asleep on the phone, you making sure i was okay,you checking up on me yes you made feel insecure at times but you also built up my confidence you might've hurt me a lot but you also made me feel good still love you and need you in my life