you weren’t my first love. but you were one of them. you are my best friend. i remember last year when you gave me your hoodie so i can wear it to school. i still have it a year later. i’m wearing it right now. we used to be so close. we would facetime everyday until 3 am. your cousin told me you had a crush on me. we never talked to eachother about it. i had a crush on u. u helped me thru so much. we’ve been thru a lot together. and now you’re starting to feel like a stranger. and it hurts. i wanna talk to you everyday until 3 am. i wanna hang out with you and laugh until my stomach hurts. what changed? why don’t you want to do those things anymore? i love u so much. but i’m never gonna tell u that. ❤️