God I hate myself over the fact of why and how i love you. Time i used to think i could impress you even thought you didnt know me. There hasn’t been one day since last year September where i havent thought about you. I cant get over you. I honestly have tried but theres no point. My family dont like yours, they would be so embarrassed if we even ended up being friends. I hate them. I hate myself. I love you so so so much oh my god.