I know you don't know me or anything about me and I might know a lot about you but, I just wanna say thank you for existing. I love you so much it's confusing even if I don't know you personally, its been a year and a month right now. I just want to let you know, you are my source of happiness. I walk past you and my heart just drops, I sometimes even sweat walking near or past you. You dont understand how special you are to me, this sounds embarrassing, I wish i could send this to you, for real. I hate myself for liking you so much, I know that we may never speak to each other or be close, but I just wish you could at least know the amount of love i have for you. I'm sorry.

God I hate myself over the fact of why and how i love you. Time i used to think i could impress you even thought you didnt know me. There hasn’t been one day since last year September where i havent thought about you. I cant get over you. I honestly have tried but theres no point. My family dont like yours, they would be so embarrassed if we even ended up being friends. I hate them. I hate myself. I love you so so so much oh my god.

God I hate myself over the fact of why and how i love you. Time i used to think i could impress you even thought you didnt know me. There hasn’t been one day since last year September where i havent thought about you. I cant get over you. I honestly have tried but theres no point. My family dont like yours, they would be so embarrassed if we even ended up being friends. I hate them. I hate myself. I love you so so so much oh my god.

Ive never ever had such a genuine genuine feeling towards someone like you. You are a literaly drug, my source of happiness, i cant stand not talking or thinking about you