I hate it here at school as much as you do... you just never gave me a chance to open up to you and tell you that. You ruined everything between us and I'm sorry I left but you were being so mean to me after lying to me about everything. You were truly the one person I liked being around and now I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I miss you but I think it is for the best this way. I can't fix you, you don't want to grow.