You’ve left me clueless for years. I'm always here whenever you want me and always make myself available to you but I don't think you'll ever be ready for me. I'm tired of being used. Why can't you see that? You have always told me I'm different and unique and so beautiful but why can’t you just make us work? Why is it always me chasing after you when you pursued me first? Why am I always the one left clueless and confused and just heartbroken?